Dark....dark...dark....

Dark romanticism, black'n'white photos, the beauty of dark evening in the empty wood, black informal clothes&nails, gothic music in the mp3player, loneliness, depression, the whisper of death in my dreams,yellow grass along the railway (why is it yellow if now is summer?!), cold summer wind and constant  winter in my soul..........
COULD ANYONE understand me???

 P.S. People don't have any notice that girl, who seems to be happy and cheerful - cry before the dawn.......