My moods...

I just want to say Merry Christmas to everyone! Let's make our lives better and better, and let's share all love we have inside us with other people! :D :D

 Ho,ho,hooo :P

She was lost in so many different ways

Out in the darkness with no guide

I know the cost of a losing hand

There but for the grace of God,

oh I

I found heaven on earth

You were my last, my first

And then I hear this voice inside

Ave Maria

I've been alone

When I'm surrounded by friends

How could the silence be so loud

But I still go home knowing that I've got you

There's only us white light go down

You are my heaven on earth

You are my hunger, my thirst

I always hear this voice inside

Singing Ave Maria

Sometimes love can come and pass you by

While your busy making plans

Suddenly hit you and then you realize

It's out of your hands, baby you got to understand

You are my heaven on earth

You are my last, my first

And then I hear this voice inside

Ave Maria

Ave Maria

Ave Maria!!

Growin up I didn't think
Love was for me
I could see myself bein single for eternity
See I thought love was just a game you play
When your vulnerable and wanna give your life away
I was so close
Almost
Bout to never let anyone in

And then you came
Like an angel in the sky
Saved me from the pain
Of bein lonely for the rest of my life

Baby
You're my dream come true
Tell the world
I'd be lost without you
I'm not ashamed
To admit that you make me whole
I can't explain
How it feels to not worry no more
About being alone

It's because of you
I feel secure and can see
Kid's in my future...with you
Now I was so close
Almost
Bout to never let anyone in


I never knew that it could feel so good
To fall so hard baby
Now they say that once you get a broken heart
Then your scarred
But I'm so far from worrying......about us

I have kinda poblem. I was wondering if clean conscience has any connection with freedom?

Well, i think that there are 2 different answers. That's obvious, but what i mean is that from religious point of view to be a good Christian (Muslim, Buddhist, Jew, etc.) we have to do all the things imposed by God. If we don't do it, we are not free.

But there is other side of this case. We can feel free without clean conscience,if we look at this from psychological point of view. Let's take Hitler or Stalin. Most of people associate them with cruelty, evel etc. - they are right! But one of many reasons why they were like this, is that they had their own dimension of conscience. They were absolutely sure that what they do is right. So maybe freedom is also a lack of doubt?

Frankly speaking I don't know what to do think about this case, maybe You can help me? 

Well, I was on the walk a moment ago...

While I was walking surrounded by fields, I realised that I want sth more from this life, I want to be somebody else, I need to change sth. But... I don't acctually know what... Well, I feel like I was closed in some kind of cage, with no oxygen.I'm suffocating here.

By the way.. Do You think that tears are a sign of weakness?