Charming princess blog

Hey there,

   I can't believe it's been a year since i posted my last blog. I think it was the last time i logged in on here, too ! I missed Enlgish, baby and I missed you ! I was so sad today that i wanted to do something different. Couldn't think of anything . I wanted to go to bed but i didn't feel sleepy.  I hadto do the dishes and I didn't feel like it , too! And Englishbaby just came to my mind out of the blue ! Well, I have been really sad and depressed the last few months. I just kept detroying myself! It feels like I am on a roller coaster. I am indulging in self-destructive habits. I am also addicted to stupid stuff. And I believe the probelm is from the inside. I am not in peace with myself. This is why i am doing what i am doing.

Any thoughts on how i can get myself out of this mess?

Among the many human feelings that beweilder me is love. I just can't understand it. What does it mean to love someone ? what does it entail? Where is this love ? in your heart or in your mind? What is  love anyway? I mean, is there a concrete thing ? Like neurpaths in your mind? Sometimes i do not believe that love do exist. Not the love between you and the members of your family. I do understand this kind of love quite thoroughly. I do mean the other kind of love. When a man loves a woman and vice versa , the romantic love. Sometimes I believe it is a delusion; to see and think of something that is not real.

If any of you is in love currently , can you tell me where love is. I mean, do you feel it in your mind or in your heart ? huh , let's try to be scientists. I do believe that we have geniuses here  .

So I have decided to start blogging. My main objective is to practice my writing skills. I have to admit that my writing is awful. I do read a lot . I do listen a lot . But I rarely write anything other than writing  my thoughts in my journal or writing my to-do list.

I am going to write about different things. I am going to tell you about my thoughts and opinions. I am going even to share some of the knowledge I have with you. I love reading books , so definitely I am going to tell you about what I read.

I am not really sure that there are people out there interested in my blogging. Well, I have no problem with that. After all , I am practicing my English. And I know my writing sucks !So, I do not blame you if you do want to read loool

bye,