1st crush

on last Sept 13th 2009, i came to my 1st elementary-school reunion. and there i met my 1st crush! >_<

It's been over 6 years until we meet again, its like time stopped and reran right when we were about 8 years old..when we were at elementary school, 'this boy' told his friend that he liked me. and its unlucky for him having such wide opened-mouth friend. his friend told me. from there,all began. i started paying attention on him, a sneaky glance each day, a stare another ones..then i felt i had a crush on him. i just cant figure out what he was finding in me. i mean, i used to be a fat short girl with dark skin plus curly skin, i liked screaming and pointing people to do something(damn so bossy). even my mom barely could see me in the dark, but she always says that i'm pretty..(she's my mom,though?!)  so,what is it? i've been obviously wondering why...??i mean, if u were intimidated by stabbing-stares, screamed for no reasons, ordered by someone to do many things when u dont even know why it had to be you to, u would hope to kill that person, right? instead having crush...

when we met again, i felt so excited.we took a lot of pictures, laughing at the past time...my friends teased us as if we still had same feeling, which we dont. its funny to re-remember that nostalgia, makes you realize how different u r now..

well, i enjoyed it so much