caught in the middle

It's no longer as easy as it used to be. I have grown up and this is exactly the way it is. New challenges but old worries keep popping up again and again. Graduation means seeking for a job. Graduation implicates earning responsibility.  Graduation will never allow me to be carefree as i used to be. Graduation wakes me up with an incomplete dream. Never before have i realized how lacking i am now and there's still so much needed to posses from qualities of a good job seeker to inside strength to carry me on in this competitive world. Although i keep talking to myself that it shouldn't be so hard and just be positive, I just can't get those fears off my mind. 

 I've  got to be strong, I know. But opportunities never come easy for me. Good candidates are abundant out there and where is the right place for me? haizzzz.

I'll pray to the god until I'm over with this daunting period