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julywidiawati

Indonesia

March 13, 2011

Wew.. it's been so long I haven't visit this web, I miss writing here, I think I'm a bit out of my mind how stringing words in English, but let's see...

I have my new life right now, I've married about 5 months ago, and there's a future baby in me, so these months are so irritating, I got nausea, vomited, all days. Sometimes I have to eat something that's not easy to find. Like this very moment I think I need to go to the rest room, I feel like I wanna throw up!

 

06:10 PM Mar 17 2011

julywidiawati
印尼

I think they are haha..my mom take care of them since they were one day baby even more than me..

10:43 AM Mar 17 2011

Ulya aga

Ulya aga
俄羅斯

ummmm ))) you talk like they are your mom's daughters ))) anyway  you're right let's not worry now but enjoy the life Kiss

07:10 PM Mar 16 2011

julywidiawati
印尼

Hehe..you know what Ulya I haven't found an appropriate solution for that, first, I admitted this is one of parent's ego that the city where I used to live where's my daughters and my big family stay is an urban of education, it is famous with it's schools, institute and universities, second, this is the hardest part, my mom can't live without my daughters, they are the apple of her eyes. My mom's so much in love with my daughters moreover she lives alone now with no dad.So I visited my daughters and mom every weekend, or in a long school holiday my daughters come to me for vacations! 

I don't wanna think about seriously though soon or later this thing must clear up! Let's the hand of God work! Sometimes this is the way I enjoy life..

10:31 AM Mar 16 2011

Ulya aga

Ulya aga
俄羅斯

yeah i guess it would be better for you to reunite the family and be with your lovely babies and husband! why school is a problem? i'm positive you can think of a solution, just be happy dear ))i know everybody must be telling this to you but you're expecting a baby))) aaaw i am so excities i dont know why)) i guess i just love women 'in a family way' Laughing

12:38 AM Mar 16 2011

julywidiawati
印尼

Aww..thanks Ulya, thanks for the baby, I wanna have a baby boy, I hope!:):) I still can't believe that I have a family now, kids and husband, by the way, I can't take my daughters live with me here because I want that they finish their school first. I've something across my mind that I wanna resign from my recent job and get moving with my daughters :)

12:28 AM Mar 16 2011

Ulya aga

Ulya aga
俄羅斯

12:22 AM Mar 16 2011

Ulya aga

Ulya aga
俄羅斯

aaaaaaaaaw i am so happy that everything you've been worried turned out well!!!!! congratulations!!!!! are you back to your daughters? 

07:10 PM Mar 15 2011

julywidiawati
印尼

Hi Sat! Thanks alot..:)

06:19 AM Mar 15 2011

satclimb

satclimb
伊朗伊斯蘭共和國

Hi sister!

Well come!

October 29, 2010

I still sit here at my desk, I don't wanna go anywhere, meet anyone, I wanna call my daughters but I'm afraid they would ask again this over and over "is it true that mom will be home tomorrow?" huaaaaaa.... I don't know what to say, they would cry loud if I say yes, but if I say no meaning I've lied. But I really wanna have chat with them, listening their stories about school, their comforting.

I miss them so bad! Better out refreshing myself, walk around alone, enjoying the sadness inside... and asking to Allah, what is Your plan...

 

03:46 AM Nov 25 2010

Eleanor Lei
中國

     as a student ,i'm also far away from my home,of course my parents.but in my heart, i always miss them.so don't hesitate to chat with your child,they'll be very happy if you often talk to them about what you are thinking.and they always love you.there is nothing better than parents' love.as far as i'm concerned, i will be very happy if my parents call me, because it means that parents miss you and love you,too. julywidiawati,please just do it, or you'll feel lonelier and alienate your child.

08:41 AM Nov 24 2010

jucoba

jucoba
印尼

Before too late, being together with our child and mixing with their dayly live is more valueable than a bunch of money that we can collect. Grow together and we make a history. So we can smile at the future, onetime when a lonelynes is nothing but a reality.

October 28, 2010

It's been a while, I haven't wrote anything since I met some one who called "my future husband". As I recall we used to chat on YM while we were working, he used to have time to buzz me, but it's different now, I talked a lot with others than him, well, something that seems I gotta wash of mind..."NOTHING LAST FOREVER". That's why I'm back to blogging now, back to Ebaby! where my life was begun here. Where I can spray the stuck feeling inside and getting better!

I just called my daughters, my lil' one picked the phone up, she just recovering from her fever, my daughters got fever easily lately, as their first grade at elementary school. My big daughter got medical check up a couple days ago, my lil one will follow, she got EEG, a graphical record of electrical activity of the brain, cause both of my daughters got convulsions because of high temperature of their fever. But my mom and me can't receive and find out the result of the record yet cause the doctor has his duty trip abroad, can't wait for the result on this fifth of November. I miss my daughters, hope my marriage will help them of getting better from their psychology point of view. I hope, I see my future hubby more closer to my nephews than to my daughters, a lil' bit sad, but it has took place, I promise I will never live my daughters, no matter what, ever! 

I missed my daughters so bad, I promised them something, they asked me on the phone, but the bad news is I can't reach home tonight, cause I got something to do tomorrow morning, I'll catch them tomorrow at noon, hope it won't disappoint them.

I feel better now, I don't have to call out for someone to make me feeling this way, just write it down, here, on these pages of my story of life, hah..sounds pathetic huh? but better than shout for no reasons, curse on my closer buddies, hurt the feeling of someone I love. 

Just writing and praying..

 

 

12:13 AM Nov 29 2010

satclimb

satclimb
伊朗伊斯蘭共和國

Your welcome Rudi

07:56 PM Oct 31 2010

rudi setiawan
印尼

To July,

Actually I disagree with you about telling your problem in this place, besides the problem will always exist, Also the problem is our "Private Parts", then we should not to open our "private parts" to others, even Allah had closed our "Private Parts" or even our "disgrace".

Your Future Hubb...,

Rudi Setiawan

Note : Thanks to Satar and others who always comment on problems of July, God hopefully reply to all your kindness.

09:35 AM Oct 30 2010

satclimb

satclimb
伊朗伊斯蘭共和國

Hi sister

Be hopeful  and go ahead, future is for you. god certainly help you.

06:30 AM Oct 29 2010

boziruoshuang
中國

Smile i'm glad to read your bolg...it is really a good place to write down anything we want...we cannot pick up sunshine at all times,when haze comes,we have to handle it,making life gose further and further ,better and better.