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            i wanna be top,the mind turns stronger coming to my head,but i know the most important is not only diligent but modest.our chinese teacher felt disppointed to tell us.china is a strange country,prejudice always existed no matter you were prominent or not.and he undergo a hardship,well ,i think maybe he was too arrogant and not modest when he was young althrough he did good job in his course.

             chinese are respect genius who are modest ,they don't like people who are too proud no matter how contribution he or she made,that's obvious.

                i found many people have watched a show   directored by trump. named 飞黄腾达 it's really awesome but shocked to me coz some business men like sly foxes and sometimes lost their bottom line on morality.but at last the worst guy being the winner just he made the biggest amount of money.well.that's the fact,the fact is the money.

               it left deep impression on me,although he is the winner but nobody like him,opposite everybody hate him.i don't like omarasa either ,i think they have same disavantages ,all have proud and selfish personalities.

                we can learn a lot from this show.we should be modest,more modest and try to be friendly to everyone,if you serve a stage for others,so do they.share the right and enjoy the responsibility.that's the most point in one's life.not for career but life.

                     that's the reason why i like Trace so much,,he has a god voice,kind personality ,very smart and know what he ought to do or not ,never feel confused beside the goodness and wickedness always stick on own faith,i respect him so much..he is a good man.

                    i wanna be the top.just in heart and work on studing .i don't wanna be a person who have strong appearence and make people feel pressure and that's probably let people feel hate to u.

                    so "modest" ,that word is not only work in china but all over the world..we everyone should keep this traditon and try to make it being a part of your life ,don't separate it from ur body.

                          the top.i will work on that.

    at last .i want to say.i have no interesting to do that.the first time but so does the last .     

   i enjoyed my birthday some days ago,,and suddenly i want to see if it shows 19 in my ebaby profile,,,hehe,...it grows one age and really i have grown up:P

   we have chinese clases this morning and the teacher played <obama president victory speech> video.it's awesome and moving.he is so charming and really makes people feel strong and trust in him.

   and he said everything is possible in american and america has sent this message to all over the world.yeah, sometimes i have to say america is strong not only for his economy ,science but also for their unyelied hope and dreams...it shocked me and i know why we chinese being rigid and everything followed by books and strange education system we learnt so much we don't need..

   yeah.i think someday we need to change as obama president said,new change has come to america,but when could we say new change has come to china? do what we really need learn what we really used,that's the point .too much exams have no effect on that..it's the truth.

   well,i have lost touch with my senior classmate,in a new college,we have lot's of new friends arrounding us ,and time past,we maybe forget many friends and then evern if i have their telephone numbers we just say hello to each other like people who just have a nodding acquaintance ,and i rememeber that someone sent a message to me long time ago ,and said,don't  complain about your friends anytime,because they will like  meteors and still disappear some years later.maybe he is right,but i value every part of my life ,value the friendship between classmates even teachers .

    i came back from a meeting just now,...i feel tired out ,it makes me feel asleep..as a fact of matter,nothing meanful in this meeting...:P

     i don't know why these days are hot and windless here,my mun said it's a classical south city weather,and it's cold in my hometown ,they wear coat but we just wear T-thirt here.it's sunshine most of time .

     today,some one asked my friend to have lunch,and they didn't know each other before just because the boy think my friend is very beautiful and want to look for her....:P

   hehe,,maybe that's the true face of love..hehe.

    i have finished watching <prison break>episode 8,i am looing forward to watch the next one,wentworth miller is so modest and handsome ,i admire his good personality,

    tomorrow have classes all day,..i have to get up on 7:00...sleep early   today:P