My TOEFL Exam

Toefl

My review preparation to my toefl exam is coming to an end. It is because my exam date will be tomorrow.

Am I really ready for the exam? I am still not yet confident if i can pass the exam but I will do my best. It has been two months since I began to review but its only last two weeks when I concentrate on reviewing. Maybe it is my habit to always do that. I always want to fell the pressure, in last minutes this is only the time that I push myself hard to study. I am not proud of my attitude. I know its not a good habit and I always want to change. It is really bad but sometimes its  the only way to make me more serious if there is a challenge.

 I am being left behind here in the Philippines almost all of my colleagues are now in US. It is like they are harvesting money now and I am still planting my crops here. My cousins was also already succesfull in going abroad. What a shame that I am the oldest and I am still not earning green money.

I more day and it is the judgement day. I hope all of my effort wont be wasted. I need it badly! It is my ticket to work abroad.

God help me!!!