lifeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

Did you ever knew if yesterday

I did fall in love with you with all I am,

And thinking that I could live only by your side..

Three years I’ve hold you close to my heart

Never let you go even in a second…

But you never show me  the thing that  I really want to see,

You never say the thing I really want to hear,

 You keep me guessing and felt insecure…

And at the end I give up..so,

I  tried my best to leave you behind,

I did it but after a damp struggle..

it's not easy to forget someone who really mean to us.

that day,

 everyone told me how much you want me,

But you never have strength to voice it out,,

Do you think I will keep waiting for you?..

It’s not like that at all..i am still ordinary person

who will tired of waiting..

If you really do heart me, speak it out like you really meant it

Then I’ll say yes..

I can see how hard for you to look deep into my eyes,

I can feel how you forget how to breath

Whenever I smile at you..

it really sweet whenever i catched

You lost your words when I asked  for some drink..

that day,

You wish me best luck for my exam,

Like you really believe that  I can do it,

 you make me felt amazing  ..

You put your confident on me more then I did..

I like the way it was,

you make me felt greatful..

But still it's not something that I want to hear from you,,

I know you have something more than that..

But you just forget on how to let me know..

if you give it out today maybe you still  have bright chance..

but tomorrow?maybe it's too late..

xoxo

thanks 4 reading.

have a nice day everyone

SEVEN WONDERS OF MOTHER’S LOVE..

OH Mother,

I have no idea on how to explain the love you’ve given to us,

But please read this, truly from deepest of my heart...

1.The person who carried me in her womb for nine months.(i'm about 4 kg when i'm born)

2.The person who stay up till dawn just to make sure I’m fine.

  (person who woke up before I sleep and before I woke up)

3.The person who love to see my smile.

  (always make me happy although doing that can hurt her)

4.The person who make me as her first priority.

   (I am important than herself)

5.The person who introduce the most  perfect love in my life.

(make me know my God better)

6.The person who love me very much and doesn’t look on  my weaknesses.

  ( with most unlimited & unconditional love)

7.The reason I still breathe in this world and the hope of my life..

   (always make me stronger than the oysters)

Someone somewhere is made for you…

Are you afraid of walking alone in this mysterious world?

Me either,,who will the person that will die and breath together with you??

I’ve been walking for almost few years in this land…

But the perfect person I been wait does not appears yet..

Or maybe I am born to be alone..

I have no idea with that,,

If I can smell the appears of that person..

It all fake…come and gone  just like the wind, does not stay

When I smile for happiness, it ends with tears again…

I does not know this world about…

But When I look around then I realize something..

Someone somewhere had been made just for you…

Just wait and time will explain everything.,,

So do not worry,

Everyone born to love and to be loved…

You do not need to find  them,,

You will found the perfect person  in unperfect way,,

Unpredictly and in it’s own way..

You do not kno when the time..

Either in few seconds,minutes,hours,days,weeks.months or years..

The promise person will be comes to you…

1 2 3 4 5 and 6..here he or she comes…

don't worry in fairy tales..

 the hero and heroin will be together at last chapter..